Jumat, September 23

16:23

1. Sepatutnya, waktu sekarang ini aku sudah berada di Johor Bahru untuk sesi weekend getaways setelah hampir sekian lama terperap dalam bilik. Namun, aku batalkan rancangan tersebut akibat keterdesakan waktu. Mungkin akan kembali merancang satu perjalanan ke JB pada masa akan datang dan terus menyeberang ke Kota Singa. Betul lah kata orang, kita hanya mampu merancang, Tuhan juga yang menentukan segalanya.

2. Pembentangan tajuk projek tahun akhir bejalan lancar. Tajuk diterima dengan baik oleh panel berserta sedikit olahan dan komen membina dari kedua-dua panel yang menilai. Aku rasa projek ini akan berjalan dengan smooth sehingga ke penghujungnya. 

3. Aku dah merancang untuk mulakan karier sebagai front-end developer sebab aku nampak forte aku lebih ke arah itu. Jadi, by hook or by crook, aku mesti belajar perkara-perkara atau skills yang diperlukan dalam bidang ini.

4. Berfikir tentang masa depan ini sesuatu yang mengerikan kadang-kadang. Penuh dengan tanda tanya. Penuh dengan "what if?". Aku cuba menjadi positif dan mengharapakan masa depan akan melayan aku dengan baik. Jadi untuk itu, aku perlu berusaha lebih lagi bermula dari sekarang. 

5. Ahh, mungkin aku akan menulis sedikit sebanayak tentang harapan aku untuk masa hadapan pada post yang akan datang. Kalau rajin.

6. Berbalik ke masa sekarang, aku akan habiskan sisa-sisa hujung minggu ini dengan memasak, mengemas bilik, membuat sedikit hiasan di meja belajar, menonton drama atau filem atas talian dan perkara-perkara yang sebegitu sebelum minggu keempat semester pertama untuk tahun akhir ini bermula pada Ahad ini. 

7. Esok hari ulang tahun aku yang ke 21. Sudah tua rupanya tapi masih berperangai seperti childish.

8. Bukan peminat tegar hasil karya Anuar Zain, apatah lagi figura itu sendiri tapi muzik video terbaru yang dikeluarkannya bertajuk Andainya Takdir itu wajar diberi tontonan walaupun sekali seumur hidup. 

9. I am out of word.

10. Chiao!

Jumat, September 16

Hello?

1. Friendships fade. That one person you called your bestfriend 5 years ago, are they still your bestfriend? It’s something between the drifting, meeting other people, and not being there for one another anymore that makes people think twice about who their bestfriend is. Thats just how it is. People change, and things just arent the same as they used to be

2. New semester just commenced last week but it is already hectic as hell. Final Year Project is killing me slowly now.

3. I need a short break. I need to go somewhere. I cannot stand staying in the room, lying on the bed all day. 


5. Harapan nak kurus by the end of 2016 ni dah boleh slow-slow kita lupakan. I can't keep up with eating clean and healthy food all the time. Plus, nak workout pun malas. Mana hilang semangat nak kurus macam dulu masa first year tu entah lah. 

6. Tapi at the same time, I so envy with those yang kurus and boleh bergaya pakai nice shirts and skinny pants while I'm here still like a rotten potato. 

7. There's this one guy in my university. I always look up to the way he dresses up. Simple tapi on point. I don't know his name. I don't know which faculty is he from. But everytime I see him, I feel so sedap mata memandang. He has a good fashion sense. 

Senin, Juni 6

FSKTM Annual Dinner.

Fuhh fuhh hari ni baru ada masa nak update blog. Padahal dah sampai rumah since Jumaat hari tu lagi. 

I went to FSKTM annual dinner last Thursday. Ika invited me to sing few songs to fill in the slot persembahan. Honestly,  I have no idea how on earth dia boleh terfikir to invite me to sing. Suara dah la tak sedap. Biasa-biasa je. And, the moment she invited me, I denied. I gave macam-macam alasan to her. I told her I wanna go back on the 1st of June and I've bought the ticket and I'm not confident I can perform in front of a large crowd because I've never done such thing before. But she insisted. She even offer to pay for the new ticket to Perak. 

Selepas berfikir-fikir, I think why not I just accept her invitation and gain new experience. So, I decided to help her. So, I agree to perform during that night. I chose When You Say Nothing At All by Ronan Keating and Resipi Berkasih by Achik & Nana for duet song. The performance went well that night though I know my voice sangat lah terribly awful :(

The good thing about me accepting her invitation is that I made few new friends in just one day. I got to know some of my juniors (1st year students) and also made friends with those in the same batch with me but in different courses. They are a bunch of friendly people. Me so like it. Wish to know them longer. And I realise one thing, I have wasted 2 years of my degree life. How I wish I can turn back time and go back to my very first day I registered for degree. And then, be active, join macam-macam program, kenal ramai orang, handle event macam-macam. But I know it's too late now. It is so sad to think about it :/

Anyways here are some photos during that night. Video performance tak perlu upload kot sebab tak nak korang berdarah telinga. Let me keep it to myself.